mY lov3 DiarY: KEBAHAGIAAN YANG DICARI BELUM KU TEMUI

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

KEBAHAGIAAN YANG DICARI BELUM KU TEMUI

(gambar hanya hiasan)

semua insan inginkan kebahagian dalam kehidupan,
tapi tidak semua yang di impikan menjadi kenyataan....
namun kita harus pasrah dengan segalanya...
menyayangi dan disayangi memang disukai oleh semua orang,
adakah aku boleh dapat semua itu?

betapa bertuahnya orang yang disayangi oleh insan lain....
yang boleh dijadikan teman sehidup semati..
bilakah aku dapat merasai disayangi sebegitu?
teringin sekali aku merasainya seperti pasangan bercinta yang lain...

hancur hati ini pabila mengetahui wujudnya orang ke3...
pedihnya hati ini tak terluah dengan kata,..
hanya linangan air mata yang bisa menyatakan....
betapa sakit jiwa ini menanggung kesedihan,kekecewaan....

aku tak mampu pergi jauh darimu andai diri ini tiada tempat di hatimu..
namun aku harus faham,cinta bukan boleh dipaksa...
dan cinta mu boleh berubah-rubah......
tapi aku ingin kau tahu...bahawa.....
aku hanya ada kamu dalam hati ku ini.....
namamu mekar dalam hatiku sentiasa.....
aku rindu kasihmu,aku rindu sayangmu.....

bilakah akan ku temui nya lagi?
bisakah kau dan aku bersatu selama nya?.....
ketahuilah cinta dan kasih sayang ku hanya pada mu....
aku berdoa padaMU ya Allah.,satukan lah hati kami ke jalan yang diredhai mu....
jauhilah daripada hasutan syaitan yang menyesatkan kami....
perjodohkan lah aku dengan dia ......amin

Akhirnya aku pilihanmu....
aku sudah bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan yang akan berlaku...
aku harap apa yang berlaku biarkan..
mulakan hidup baru..

plz2 jangan biarkan hati ini sakit lagi

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JannatunZinnirahJune 16, 2011 at 5:13 PM
salam adk akak yg manis..
anis.. np ni? sedey ek? x moh sedih2.. x comel lah.. senyum lah.. :) anis kan manis bila SENYUM :)

Muah.. sayang anis.. :)
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annyssJune 27, 2011 at 10:06 AM
hehe.....anis ok akak...,thanks,muahh luv u too
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Eight Lies Of A Mother

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say, "Eat this rice, son, I'm not hungry.

This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; my heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish son, I don't really like fish.

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said, "Go to sleep son, I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her... Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love. Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said, "Drink son, I'm not thirsty!"

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle, who lived near my house, came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying, "I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and got a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son. She said to me, "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry son, I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this eighth lie, she died.
YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of gold,
"E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means right , and right she'll always be,Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"...

a word that means the world to me.

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

loV3

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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

KEBAHAGIAAN YANG DICARI BELUM KU TEMUI

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